In browsing YouTube, I came across this short video by a man who left the religion he had been diligently devoted to for many years. I relate to his story, though the religion he left was not Mormonism, but Islam. In it, he expresses views that I share. He says that once one has lost belief in a religion, continuing to practice it is an act of deception, and if there is a God, He would not want someone to pretend to believe that which he does not really believe. I couldn't agree more.